The last article I wrote got me thinking. I may be getting in my own way.
When I came up with the idea for Monolith, it was to create a high-quality product that would serve as a flagship title for a new era of independently published books that stand out from the crowd of cheap, poorly written stories that have flooded the marketplace.
The story I was originally going to write for the Monolith anthology wasn’t good enough, which is fine. I don’t want the team to compromise the quality of the book by accepting sub-par work just because it was written by the boss. I don’t want to embarrass the Creative Writers’ Press brand.
I’ve already started the rewrite, but since we’re short on Sci-Fi, I’ve also started another short story that I don’t feel great about. The way I’m going about this is starting to feel like a bad return on the time and effort I invest. Almost as bad as when I was trawling the internet looking for writing opportunities that didn’t suck. It will be even worse if Monolith fails to sell.
I may not like the fact that Candace writes to the market instead of writing from her heart, but I can’t deny that it gets results. Her advice, along with the video she recommended, made me wonder if I could self-publish some of the rejects, many of which were always intended to be the first in a series, and build up an income from it.
With that in mind, I’ve removed The Haunted Story from this website but left the place-holder open so that I can share the links to each story as they go live on Amazon. If it seems to be going well, I’ll do the same with The War on Magic. If I manage to actually build up an audience, I may even sell Hermes925 this way too. Despite my passion for the story, I still don’t feel like it’s ‘good enough’ for Creative Writers’ Press.
This is a sharp change of direction for me, but if it actually leads me to my goal of becoming a full-time writer, I’m willing to explore it.